The Unwanted

I'm feeling like crap now....my hubby tried to console me but it was no use...
And when everytime i feel like crap...i would cut myself out from the rest of the world and get sucked in where nobody can ever find me....as i was unwanted from the beginning....
Ya Allah....kuatkan semangatku...berilah aku pertunjuk and berilah aku kesudahan yg baik.